Beloved One. 愛玲

For me life is continuously being hungry. not simply to exist, to survive, but to move ahead, to achieve, to conquer.

Living a life where it is no longer your own, where you no longer have the dream to live for yourself, is a life both of misery and sacrifice. For the one's you love most, the biggest sacrifices are often made. In order to save them, would you be willing to give up you body? Your freedom? Your choices? Your life?Would you be willing?

For me life is continuously being hungry. - not simply to exist, to survive, but to move ahead, to achieve, to conquer.

this carrd was created by Ailing's Mun

rules.

Please read this section! This section of the bio hold all the rules, disclaimers, triggers, expectations and ooc things you need to know! Please be sure to take the time to go through this so you can understand more about how I roleplay and my ooc information!

Survival is not just about living - through something, but rather about thriving through it.

bio & carrd.

Hello! This carrd, the layout, the design and the contents in it were all created by myself. If at any point you wish to use any part of it for a character or a carrd bio, PLEASE ASK ME FIRST! I do not claim to own any tropes or concepts solely, but the entirety of this bio was written from my own creative freedom with specific theme's in mind. The carrd itself and many of the decals were made, edited or created by myself from time out of my day. Please be respectful and contact me if you wish to use any of them, if you have questions regarding anything, wish to mimic elements for yourself, or gain inspiration from anything in or of this carrd/character.
Thank you!

guidelines.

out of character & rules.

Hello everyone. I am a full time worker and a student. I will reply where I can and when I can. My gmt is -7 and I am often on the most in the afternoon! I do not mind being poked when or if you feel I have taken a while, at least 1-2 weeks to reply. Please do not over-poke me! If I have communicated that I am busy please understand I will get to you as soon as I am free too. Communication is the biggest thing for me!

triggers & disclaimers.

This character bio does contain some rather triggering subjects, words and descriptions! Such as mentions of death, murder, debt, slight gore, sexual slavery, attempted coercion of a minor, blackmail, kidnap, prostitution, mafia related themes, black market themes, loss of pregnancy/child loss, manipulation, and suicide attempts. This is a warning and a disclaimer that by proceeding past this point you understand that these theme's are present, and willingly accept them.

interactions & plotting.

I promise to be open minded unless there are triggers I am not comfortable with and I promise to be respectful of the same for you. Drama is welcome in Ic but never Ooc! If there is every something you wish to do in our plot you are unsure about feel free to ask. If there is a major character twist, change, drama or issue you wish to have in our plot that originally was not there please tell me! I will always do the same. Please always communicate when or if you wish to stop or drop a plot!

expectations & roleplay.

I will always read your bio in order to understand your character to the fullest of my ability and I do expect the same. I expect respect, fair patience, understanding and comfort as I will give the same! Roleplay is for FUN! It is not a job and it is not a requirement. I do not expect things to be always consistent or on track, life happens. Just let me know!

dossier.

Everything you need to know about Ailing is here. Information is often shifting, changing or being added so please me sure to check this page often. If you need any help or have any questions regarding the information provided below, please do not hesitate to contact me on mewe!

Survival is not just about living - through something, but rather about thriving through it.

identitiy.

  • birth name Xu Ailing

  • meaning slow to love

  • Species Faefolk

  • Subspecies nereid

  • Age 703

  • Appearance

  • Birthdate April 21st, 1321

  • Zodiac Taurus

  • Gender Male

  • Pronouns He/Him

  • Orientation Pansexual/Demi - Switch Bottom Lean

  • Taken/Single Single

  • Occupation Intimates model and escort

  • rank slave

  • BM 2000

  • master Unowned

Personality Characteristics.

Positive - Sensual, Loyal, Practical, Steadfast, Patient, Persistent, Comfort-Oriented, Creative, Resilient, Grounded, Generous, Supportive, Romantic, Committed, MotherlyNegative - Stubborn, Materialistic, Indulgent, Resentful, Possessive, Lazy, Emotionally Guarded, Emotional, Insecure, Irritable, Adamant, Envious, Reserved, Disorganized, Idealistic

  • Birthplace Bianjing. China

  • Ethnicity Asian

  • Nationality Chinese

  • mother Xu Hai Lan

  • father Xu Xin Yan

  • siblings 7 Siblings ranging from 4 to 12

  • other family members Unknown

  • significant other None

  • children None

  • pets None

  • Language(s) Archaic Chinese (Classical Chinese), Mandarin, Cantonese, Thai, Japanese, Partial Korean, English

  • mbti ISTP

  • moral alignment

  • enneagram type The Loyalist - Enneagram Six with a Five-Wing: “The Defender”

Enneagram type traits.

Basic Fear: Of being without support and guidanceBasic Desire: To have security and supportKey Motivations: Want to have security, to feel supported by others, to have certitude and reassurance, to test the attitudes of others toward them, to fight against anxiety and insecurity.

Enneagram type definition.

The committed, security-oriented type. They are reliable, hard-working, responsible, and trustworthy. Excellent “troubleshooters,” they foresee problems and foster cooperation, but can also become defensive, evasive, and anxious—running on stress while complaining about it. They can be cautious and indecisive, but also reactive, defiant and rebellious. They typically have problems with self-doubt and suspicion. At their Best: internally stable and self-reliant, courageously championing themselves and others.

physical.

  • Faceclaim Hu Yetao

  • Group Solo Artist

  • Hair Black with dark blue highlights

  • Eyes Indigo Blue

  • Build Slender, curved

  • complexion milky blushed with iridescent shimmer

  • Height 5'4.5 in / 164 cm

  • Dominant Features His eyes and lips

Appearance.

Positive - Calm, Relaxed, Level Headed, Honest, Responsible, Self-Disciplined, Attentive, Knowledgeable, Adaptable, Conscientious, Creative Negative - Sarcastic, Unyielding, Reserved, Rigid, Objective, Logical, Honest, Forthright, Analytical, Confident, Lazy, Independent

  • Scars both wrist from attempted suicide, upper arm scratched by sibling, lower stomach from emergency c section.

  • Tattoos Crossed out MAVERICK on chest

  • Piercings Ears, belly button

  • Other Remarkable Features shapely and thin waist

Scent
Top Notes - Fresh & Alluring
- Bergamot
- Green Fig Leaves
- Black Pepper
Middle Notes - Emotional & Complex
-Jasmine Sambac
-Wet Earth Accord
-Salted Caramel
Base Notes - Deep & Comforting
- Oud Wood
- Tonka Bean
- Musk & Cashmere Wood

scent description

This fragrance would start with an attention-grabbing freshness, quickly mellow into something rich, warm, and grounded, and finally settle into a lingering, indulgent scent that feels both familiar and alluring. It's a perfume that would make people turn their heads when he enters but also lean in closer when he stays.

nereid.

  • Tail Pastel shades of rainbow spectrum

  • Eyes deep blue

  • Skin flecked shimmer in similar iridescent rainbow spectrum

  • Build Long, slim, slightly tattered with small scales and extra dorsals

  • Status royalty

  • Title lost prince to the crown

  • style alternative, luxurious comfort

  • label cutie grunge

  • colors any, but mostly creams, white and pinks

  • comfort vs fashion equal pull of the two

  • accessories hair clips and bracelets

  • always carries fathers soulstone around his neck

  • never leaves without chapstick

aesthetic.

statistics.

likes.

  • fashion

  • sour candy

  • soft fabric

  • intimate gestures

  • comfort

  • grapes

  • sea grapes

  • sushi

  • soft things

  • kids

dislikes.

  • Lobster

  • overly clingy people

  • cold foods

  • crowds

  • private group gatherings

  • white wine

  • guns

  • greed

Personality .

Social - When around others he is observant and rather sassy, though he is often the center of attention he can mold into the room and become hidden. Ailing is a socialite by association but also a wallflower.Personal - He has his kindness when he is comfortable, likes luxury but can live and adapt to any situation he needs to survive. There is a bite to his words, often he snaps at people that say stupid things when its obvious but he is also very motherly and supportive.

Talents.

Hobbies: Dancing, cooking, fashion designing, swimming, flexibility, singing, socializing, intimate modeling, drinking, dressing up, playing guitar, writing music

Habits: humming, tripping, playing with hair, clicking tongue, biting nails, drawing on arms, smacking wrist with a rubber band, eye rolling, feeding people directly

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Strengths.

  • Determination

  • loyalty

  • observant

  • fast swimmer

  • quick thinker

  • adaptable

  • good with a knif

Weakness.

  • Humans

  • fishing nets

  • pollution

  • non-biodegradable trash

  • oil

  • his siblings

  • forced d

Flaws.

  • stubborn

  • self conscious

  • self sacrificing

  • envious

  • weak legs

  • forgetful

  • clumsy

  • forced drug use

abilities.

Transform to Human Legs.

The ability to transform tail into human legs from the waist down and vise versa.

breath underwater.

can breath underwater whether in human or nereid form as well as swim exceptionally fast.

Tidal Manipulation.

can control, move, manipulate and shift the tide higher or lower. Causing small ripples.

Communicate with sea creatures.

speak and communicate with various life in the ocean, making friends with man sea creatures.

Story.

The story that brought Ailing to be is in this section, please be sure to read it all thoroughly as it is important o his character now and in the past. This is where triggers from before will be the most relevant so please keep that in mind. If you have any questions please do not hesitate to ask me directly!

Survival is not just about living - through something, but rather about thriving through it.

— Origin story.

Social - Calm, Relaxed, Level Headed, Honest, Responsible, Self-Disciplined, Attentive, Knowledgeable, Adaptable, Conscientious, CreativePersonal - Sarcastic, Unyielding, Reserved, Rigid, Objective, Logical, Honest, Forthright, Analytical, Confident, Lazy, Independent, Indifferent

Social - Calm, Relaxed, Level Headed, Honest, Responsible, Self-Disciplined, Attentive, Knowledgeable, Adaptable, Conscientious, CreativePersonal - Sarcastic, Unyielding, Reserved, Rigid, Objective, Logical, Honest, Forthright, Analytical, Confident, Lazy, Independent, Indifferent

— Long Forgotten Past.

Social - Calm, Relaxed, Level Headed, Honest, Responsible, Self-Disciplined, Attentive, Knowledgeable, Adaptable, Conscientious, CreativePersonal - Sarcastic, Unyielding, Reserved, Rigid, Objective, Logical, Honest, Forthright, Analytical, Confident, Lazy, Independent, Indifferent

Social - Calm, Relaxed, Level Headed, Honest, Responsible, Self-Disciplined, Attentive, Knowledgeable, Adaptable, Conscientious, CreativePersonal - Sarcastic, Unyielding, Reserved, Rigid, Objective, Logical, Honest, Forthright, Analytical, Confident, Lazy, Independent, Indifferent

— present day.

Social - Calm, Relaxed, Level Headed, Honest, Responsible, Self-Disciplined, Attentive, Knowledgeable, Adaptable, Conscientious, CreativePersonal - Sarcastic, Unyielding, Reserved, Rigid, Objective, Logical, Honest, Forthright, Analytical, Confident, Lazy, Independent, Indifferent

Social - Calm, Relaxed, Level Headed, Honest, Responsible, Self-Disciplined, Attentive, Knowledgeable, Adaptable, Conscientious, CreativePersonal - Sarcastic, Unyielding, Reserved, Rigid, Objective, Logical, Honest, Forthright, Analytical, Confident, Lazy, Independent, Indifferent

bonds.

Connections, past and present, are all listed here. Each one is relevant to his character and who is or is building to be. If you have questions or would like to take a connection I would love to know! Please do not hesitate to ask to take one or ask if any can be altered a bit to better fit something you are looking for!

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Xu Xin Yan.

Connection Father
Species Gumiho
Status Deceased

A devoted and loving husband and father, too kind and gentle for the world. He gave his life to find his wife and save his children.

Xu Hai Lan

Connection Mother
Species Nereid
Status Deceased

A loving yet stern mother, taken by poachers for her tail. She died leading them away from her family to save her children.

siblings.

Connection Family
Species Gumiho & Nereids
Status Unknown

The last remainder of his family, they currently are being taken care of in a private home by the man that Ailing serves.

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wanted bonds.

sympathetic security.

A security guard yourself or someone that hires security to watch over Ailing after discovering his situation. You often lurk or do what you can to protect him where you are able.

memory of the past.

Someone he met long ago that either had the same occupation as a sexual slave, stole with him or just sat with him when he felt overwhelmed.

A body to hold.

For once someone just wants to hold him to be a comfort, to be a friend, to be someone that sees him as a person deserving of care and not just a currency to exhange.

friends with benifits.

Though his life revolves around his body being given away, he finds comfort and control in you. With you, Ailing gains a little say in his sex life.

lets get f$cked up.

sometimes he just needs to be little numb, a little drunk, forget a little bit. If it is a full on night out, a casual drink or a blackout you are down to go out and have some fun.

Knight in Whatever armor.

You are his SOS, his safety net, the one he lets see him when he is all fucked up. The bruises on his face are rare, but the one's on his body often. When he is on the edge of giving up he has you.

Power Move.

You have the means, you have the power, you have the authority, but you know when to wait. Whether he sought you out or you noticed him, you are his most powerful asset in the game he is playing, and the one that can help him get his siblings back.

Lover.

Reserved for a deep connection built through plotting, development, chemistry and time, When it finally happens he will be loyal. devoted, loving and protective. His love will be raw and deep, if you can crack through the shell he has locked around him.

plots.

Plots that I wish to have for Ailing or just ideas to play with are all listed here. They are subject to change and can be altered if need be in order to fit an idea you may have had in mind. Yes you make combine a couple plots if you think two of them would make a good story. Do not be afraid to dm and ask if you could or if you would like to take a plot!

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main story plots.

not what they seem.

You really thought they were a woman, a pretty girl that often drank the same sweet and sour mixed drink that matched her lips. You have often seen them rambling softly to themselves about who they are mad at, who they wanna beat up and found it endearing. This time you decide to talk to them, later helping them get home in a rather drunken state where Ailing or yourself initiate a kiss. You find out in the middle of a heated exchange after a few hands reach other places they are in fact a man. This can go any way, depending on the level of angst or drama you want. Please dm me to discuss any additions, the path or changes you would like!Open

Repeat Lover.

Going into such a high end place and being introduced to elite escorts during the meeting was not what was expected, but after experiencing a particular escort. Once was not enough. You continue to go back and keep requesting for Ailing over anyone. Whenever the Nereid is fully booked or unavailable, you were willing to pay triple just to secure a spot immediately on their next schedule. Even if it meant paying off those already on the list for their spots to prolong the moment. Over time, it is less and less about the physical and more about getting to know them. This can be discussed for any changes, additions or shifts you would like. Please dm me with questions or suggestions!Open

Part of their world.

He has never been in the ocean and for a long time he was told not to. His mother warned of the dangers there, of the monsters that lurk there waiting for them to step back in. But he wants to feel home, so you convince him to go in. Finally he could feel his roots, the cool water through his scales and actually use his tail properly. Little did you both know the cute moment at the beach swimming together would end with Ailing trying to be taken by his mothers side of the family. You try to help, Ailing did not want to go, what will happen? We can discuss what happens, if he was saved by you or taken away and you find a way to get him back. Either way things can be added or subtracted, changed or exchanged, just dm me!Open

plot ideas.

Fashion Influencer.

The lingerie is so cute and you really want to order some, but you are finding it difficult to locate the real shop. At some point you notice the tattoo on the models chest is the same as the person next to you, enthusiastically you ask without thinking this could be the wrong person. Thank goodness it wasn't.
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You have bought every release of lingerie and fashion this artist has released, if you haven't you have at least saved the photos. Now you want to meet the artist behind the designs. You want to ask about their thought process when designing and what inspires them.

In the club.

Drinks came pouring in and you get tipsy. In the process you meet a pretty girl on the dancefloor then start dancing with them, both tipsy but more than willing. The night goes on and up wake up with Ailing in your bed. Did you guys do it? What really happened?~

The guy was bothersome as hell, going around bothering everyone he found at all attractive. You, the girl next to you, the worker in the back, the bartender. He was all over, eventually he pops between you and Ailing and starts getting touchy, slurring his words and saying inappropriate things. You guys either hit him or yell at him at the same time, either way the moment led to talking after.

In the water, but not the sea.

He wants to go back into the water, he wants to touch the surface of it again, but his mother told him to stay away from it. He has only seen his tail in baths or one accident in the rain. He needs some help, some convincing, but he won't go in the ocean. So you take him to a pool.
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It rained and you found a rather interesting sight, a person with a tail hiding in the shadows. It was a rather interesting sight, one that you did not expect to run into in the middle of the night. Now it was going to be a task to try and get him somewhere safe, where Ailing could not be seen since the rain did not seem to be letting up anytimes soon.

Nice to be.

The way he was usually you would not expect them to be so caring and supportive. Ailing was beyond the sassy, bratty side he usually showed, letting out a part of him that was gentle and vulnerable. Which you got to see it.
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You've been scolded about doing something stupid before but never like this. Before it only ever felt degrading on your character, like they were more concerned with their reputation or how you made them look. But when Ailing, the sassiest brat you've seen in a while, is suddenly scolding you, you can't help but feel the care leaking from the hard words that reflected taking care of yourself more. It was something you needed.

intimates.

All the naughty little things Ailing does and does not like are all listed here. Please keep them in mind and understand what id listed. Please respect Ailing's preferences and hard limits as they are not subject to changed or shift. No is a no! If you have any questions feel free to message me and I would love to answer them.

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Yes.

  • Teasing

  • Thigh fucking

  • orgasm denial

  • multi orgasm

  • body worship

  • edging

  • Fellatio

No.

  • scat

  • bile

  • water sports

  • Impact play

  • Age Play

  • Animal Play

  • objectification

Kinks.

  • silk bondage

  • toys

  • cross dressing

  • breeding

  • sensory play

  • Exhibitionism

  • pwer play